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09 diciembre first blogHi all, this is my first blog in msn. i quit using yahoo cuz there way to many ppl in there that are either fake or just plain suspicious. so hopefully i can get some peace in msn compared to yahoo. so ok it's 4.20am right now. it's bitter cold outside so i'm glad i'm sitting in bed nice and warm. all i'm missing is a man hehe.
I had to go into hospital on wednesday for more chemo and this one has hit me bad. i so hate rushing to the bathroom all the time to see the porcelain bowl saying hi again. thursday and friday i slept like 17 hour days. today i'm up and about but walking like an old lady. cancer is evil. on tuesday just gone i witnessed the burial of my cousin who was 2 years younger than i was. she died of cancer too. the doctor she had said she had depression. depression and cancer are not the same so how stupid was that doctor. so now with me having it i'm scared to death.
It's almost christmas, the trees are all decorated. the decorations are all hung. Bobby, Rachel and debbie will be here tomorrow to put the angels on top of those trees. i had a phone call from little debbie today saying she was bring her magic fairy dust to sprinkle into the garden. (we told her there were fairies at the bottom of the garden). she's sweet is debbie. these three kids are my kids now. the doctor told me i can't have kids so i have to give my love to someone don't i... i've added 2 pics of the kids. so these kids will be spoiled rotton big time. Colin my brother came to see me today with a big bunch of flowers. he says i need to gain some weight cuz when he was carrying me today he said i was light as a feather. i know they are all worried about me. i'm worried about me too. but hopefully tomorrw will be a better day. i need a cup of tea now. so i'll write more later.... |
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